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Today, life has sucked me dry, to the bone, no more water in this well to give even as a mere mirage in the Sahara.

My eyes have spilled many tears today over something I was at first ambivalent toward and grew to dislike.

I’m questioning the tears, the root feelings behind them, because they are surprising to me, embarrassing, and shameful. I know it’s perfectly well to sob on and feel feelings and emotions, but why about something I really didn’t like?

I don’t understand myself. I wonder if I ever will.